September 16, 2009 @ 11:53pm
This is a wonderful day, wake up early because i plan to go to Downsview park to have some medidtation and jog and sing and worship read GOD’S word. I had my fasting as well till 12pm.
I reached the park around 8:30am so amazing, the sun was up ,very nice, stay for awhile in the car listening to worship song, worshipping and meditating His word. Its a quiet moment but so peaceful and serene, Oh my I just missed God so much. This one the moment I want to spend with GOD in the midst of nature. Word of the day about Daniel in chapter10:13, truly God answer is on its way.
At 9:00am I arrived at work, do some stuff and by 12pm I went to pick up my car which I was due to picked because some dent need to be fix. I went to store buy some lunch and saw some friends .
At 2 pm I was surprised to received a package at work, the moment i saw it I kinda know what’s inside but i just didn’t expect it that early. Anyway I just open it when I reached home.
At 6:10pm went to practise some ministering song for the refreshing night service this coming Friday I know God will help us to this wonderful opportunity to lead the people of God in praise and worship.
By 8:15 I’m home join my husband for dinner, he waited for me..so nice , he’s like that I’m blessed for that. After wards I went to our room, I open the package and indeed it was the one I’m waiting for (HMG –Merional 75Iu ) I have mixed feelings while opening. I haven’t told my husband yet. I open it making sure everything was fine. I know my journey will starts now , but i held my faith up high for the one who gives me strength through all of these, like my meditation for today, answer is on it’s way.
Before i end my day I looked up again in the internet about a person name Beth whom I was inspired by her journey, the strength she show and her faith never falter. After so many try during fast weeks, finally I found it, Oh my there’s really something, why i was able to find after so long of looking for it, why now...hmm..anyway her journey is almost there..just like her blog says..maybethismonth..she’s 32 weeks on the way..I prayed to God for her..to allow her to make it through together with Ali Anne.
Now my turn to put my faith and hope in the Lord who gives me strength and wait for that moment- Oct 2 or 3 where I would be visiting my dr for day3. Praying for the journey would be filled with His overwhelming presence, peace and great trust for that most awaited moment. Just like the song says While I’m waiting—I will serve you—while I’m waiting—I will worship you—While I’m waiting i will not fail(by John Waller) To God be all the glory..Mary Beth
